Low point.

My walk with Him is bad. Thats because I have been disobedient. I feel far from Him because I don't konw how to face Him. I know He is still very close to me, close than no one can be and He still loves me dearly but I grieved Him again and AGAIN that the relationship is strained.

Low point.

I am overloaded with 5 courses this term and this is terrible! Only one term in 3 years had I done 5 courses, thus I am learning to cope with this crazy timetable this semester. It seriously doesnt help that I am serving in SMU Netball club now, and I am still continuing my coaching job, my church commitment... (Worse, my results have been consistently average or poor over the terms). Haiz.. I know that to many this is peanut, but I am not capable like them, I cannot excel in all. I do not know how I will get through this but I know I will somehow. My only hope is that He will be with me, He will carry me through. Haiz but I have been upsetted Him!!

Low point.

Just did a very poor presentation. I know I could have done better but I am not well-prepared. I better stop procrastinating and start to work one mode faster. Learn how to prioritize..

Low point.

Have you heard of this law called the law of undulation(I hope I got it right!) . C.S lewis wrote this written in Screwtape letters. It states that life is full of low points and high points, the low will lead to the high. okie this sounds obvious right, but I guess its reminder as such that I can look forward to without dwelling in this "pitifull" state of mine. AND one absolute brilliant point about this law is that it states that it is at the low that God draws us closer to Him and its there we learn more. I guess I can only fulfill this prohency if I am obedient.

Longing for Him in my low.