I know that i need to have all these thoughts written down because they mean so much to me. and the only way to make sure i have these thoughts written down well is through blogging- people are reading my blog and i want to keep a decent blog!

I have not blog for a long long time, but i will blog today because of LS- because she is so so important to me...

She is wise yet humble.
She is full of grace and wit. (she was a very successful lawyer..)
She is gentle yet firm.
She lectures me and comforts me.
She knows my darkest secret and my sweetest dream
She bears my nonsense and witnesses my prideful side- the really ugly side of me. I behaved like a child so many times when i was with her, yet she is ever so patient with me still.
She shares my struggles no matter how big or small they are.
She is like a mother to me

I appreciate her tremendously, yet i seldom tell her so, as compared to how often i express my love to other frens of mine.
I yearn to get much of her attention yet i am always the quieter one when she is around, all because i konw others also want a part of her.
I desire a larger place in her heart, yet i feel so inadequate. Hence i am learning to accept a lower place than desired in people's hearts, especially hers. However i will continue to reserve a very special place for her.. all because of who she is.

We share great age-gap, big status and background differences. Yet in god's special ways, we have established a special friendship. the most special part of it is we love each other in a deep yet humble and quiet ways. She fast with me when i needed fasting though she was ill; she put in all her soul heart and mind to impart to me knowledge..etc. I really do appreciate her and love her.

A very special lady whom i know i will thank God for now and always. She will definitely be in my thank-you list for my wedding.. smiles

ooo... I just attended dearest darlin jean(jean is such a dear!!!) and luke's wedding last saturday. And en was back too. Hence last week was fantastic for me.
but i am currently emotionally and physically drained because of the netball competition, training, church and work. please do pardon me for my unavailibility.